High: waking up this morning and seeing how much my body has changed in the past few months and definitely for the better, it felt great because I am almost close to be 100% comfortable. I have accepted the fact that this is a lifestyle that is going to keep me feeling good about my body Inside and out.
Low: thinking about starting this busy week because my weeks are always so packed now and I am so tired at the end of the week.>>
High: eating the best pancakes this morning in the while entire world, because I have been looking forward to having them for a year and well worth the wait.
Low: doing my biology hw online, because I am really scared I am not going to do good in that class and it stressed me out to think about all the school work that is coming my way.>>
High: when I got to work and the dilf said good morning and checked me out lol, because it made me feel good inside that I was actually pretty or something.
Low: feeling low, down, degraded, alone, and not understood, because I felt judged in the situation I was in for trying to make healthy decisions as this is my lifestyle now not just a two week diet. The night just went down hill from there as well as I cried on my way home for feeling way too many emotions at once in an environment where I thought I would feel secure.
High: drinking and having a good time with friends at my apartment, because I let free and it was nice having friends over at my own place.
Low: the text saying these guys were bailing, because I really wanted to see them probably cause there’s feelings there.>>
High: made and ate dinner with Jackie tonight
Low: thinking about all the horrible things I have to do in the next few months and getting a knot in my stomach